hen any of the mind’s
Inherent capacities sense pleasure, or pain,
the soul focusses on that alone.
It seems to ignore the other potentials—
This versus the mistaken claim
That of several souls inside us, one is more awake.17
As a result, when a sight or sound
Holds the soul in its grip,
We lose all sense that time is ticking.18
The faculty that watches the clock isn’t the one
That ties up the mind; that one moves around
While the hands of the other are bound.
I had that actual experience:
While I was listening to that spirit and marvelling,
The sun had climbed a full fifty degrees.
I hadn’t noticed until we came to a place
Where the souls all called out,
“Here’s what you were asking about.”
When the late grapes turn brown,
A groundskeeper will often take a garden fork
Of thorn shrub and plug a larger opening
Than the narrow gap my teacher first,
Then I, climbed through—alone now
Since the group had gone on without us.
One can make it up to San Leo, or down to Noli,19
Or reach the diadem of snow that crowns Bismantova20
On foot, but here one had to fly—
By which I mean with streamlined wings
And feather-light intense desire
Behind the guide who gave me hope and lit the way.
Where we climbed, the rock was broken open;
The walls, a private hermitage, pressed in on either side;21
The bare ground beneath required both hands and feet.
When we’d reached the highest rim of the precipice,
Where it opened out onto a hillside,
I asked my teacher, “Which way?”
“Don’t backslide,” he said, “not even one step.
Just stay behind me and keep gaining ground
Until someone arrives who can guide us.”
The summit above soared out of sight;
The incline was difficult and much steeper even
Than the line that divides a right angle in half.
Having reached the point of exhaustion, I said,
“You’ve been a very kind father, but turn and look:
If you don’t stop to rest, I’ll be left here by myself.”
“And you, my son, keep going,” he said,
“Just up to there.” He pointed to a slightly higher ledge
That curved around that side of the mountain.
What he said flipped a switch; as tired as I was,
I forced myself to scramble after him
Until the narrow beltway was firmly beneath my feet.
There we sat to rest, facing east—which was for us
The mooring of starting out.22 It sometimes helps
To look back on the past and say, “We have come this far.”23
I first looked down at the shores below,
Then raised my eyes to the sun,
Amazed that its light was striking us from the left.24
The poet realized I was totally baffled
By the fact that the sun’s aerial car25
Was cutting a path between us and the North.
He said, “If it were Castor and Pollux
In the company of that big reflecting mirror
That conducts its light in both directions,
“You’d see the zodiac’s wheel revolve even closer
To the Bears,26 unless, that is,
It were to suddenly jump its well-worn track.
“If you want to understand how this can be,
Picture Mount Zion and imagine
Both it and this mountain located on Earth,
“In such a way that they share one horizon
But occupy different hemispheres.27
If you consider it closely, you’ll see
“That the path poor Phaeton sadly failed to navigate28
Must pass this mountain on one side
When it’s passing Zion on the other.”
“Of course!” I told my teacher,
“Before this, I could never figure it out—
My mind kept missing the point, which I now get:
“The mid-circle of celestial motion,
Or what’s called the equator in some sciences,
Forever lies between the sun and winter weather,
“At the identical angle that—for exactly the reason
You just gave—it once lay for the Hebrews
To the warm-weather South.29
“But if you don’t mind my asking, I’d love to know
How much farther we have to go; the mountain rises
Higher than I can see with my naked eye.”
“The design of the mountain is such,” he said,
“That when you begin at the base, the climb’s harder;
The higher you get, the less painful the effort.
“So, when you seem to be enjoying the ascent,
And the path up feels as effortless as coasting
Downstream in a beautiful pea-green boat,30
“Then you will have reached the end
And can hope to rest and catch your breath.
Of that much I’m sure. I really can’t say more.”
As soon as he’d said those words,
We heard a voice nearby, “But just maybe . . .
You’ll need to sit and rest a bit before then.”
Hearing that, we both turned
And saw on our left a huge boulder,
Which neither of us had noticed before.
We went over to the rock
And found people lounging in the shade behind it,
As if they were a bunch of good-for-nothing slackers.
One, who seemed quite listless, was sitting
On the ground, arms loosely circling his bent knees.
His lowered head hung between them.
“Whoa, my good lord,” I said, “take a look at this one.
He’s showing more indifference
Than if laziness were his little sister.”
With that, he slowly turned his head.
Resting it on his thigh, while keeping his eyes fixed on us,
He said, “Fine, Mister Lightning Bolt,31 you go right on up.”
I now realized who he was.
Not even the lingering effects of my recent effort
Stopped me from going straight over to him.
When I got there, he barely raised his head and said,
“So, is your understanding of why the sun drives his chariot
Along your left upper arm now complete?”
His sluggish manner and curt speech
Prompted a slight smile; I said, “Belacqua,32
From now on, I’ll no longer worry about you.
“But why are you sitting here like this?
Are you waiting for an escort?
Or simply going back to your old bad habits?”
“O brother, what’s the point of trekking up?
God’s feathered messenger in charge of the gate
Isn’t going to let me in to do my penance.
“First, I have to wait outside for as long
as in my lifetime the heavens spun around me; this,
Because I put off my pious sighs until the very end—
“Unless, that is, someone whose heart’s in a state of grace
Helps me out by sending up a few prayers.
What good is anyone, if Heaven can’t hear them?”
The poet, without waiting for me, had already begun
The climb, calling back: “Come on now,
Look how the sun’s crossing the meridian, and at the edge,
“The boot of the Western night is about to cover Morocco.”33
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